I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Sanderlei Silveira - 24/06/2023 - BR X
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
[Verse]
Today, I had a conversation with one of my bros
My homie, he's been close to me since we were six years old
He calls my mama, "Mom," he seen all of my highs and lows
From school fights to sharin' clothes
From B-ball to fuckin' hoes
He sat me down and let me know some things he never told me
Things he never got a chance to say or even show me
He said, "I know I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski
And I admire how you chase your dreams, that shit's courageous
Thank you for never switchin' up when you got rich and famous
Thank you for never givin' up on me or havin' lesser love for me
Whenever we lose touch and be on different pages
I hope you know I'm here for you the way you there for me
It's crazy, you done more for me than all my family tree
And when I say I got your back, just know I really squeeze
And make some niggas really bleed, that's really what I really mean
I'm proud of how much you matured and grew, but you still you
The world knows you for your talent, but I know the real you
And all your trauma's behind closed doors, you'll never heal through
And all the pain, you act like you don't feel, but you still do
I love the fact you keep your shit together, mentally
You work hard for your respect, don't need no empathy
When people look you over and shut you out intentionally
You always said, 'If they don't fuck with you, they will eventually'
But remember when I went through prison?
When I did a bid and you the only one that came to visit?
Put money on my books and sent me pictures of some bitches?
They don't make 'em like you no more, my nigga, you just different
And bro, you ain't have to pay my niece's tuition
Or set me up with that new job and try to teach me the business
Always quick to hold me down before you speak your opinion
What goes around, comes around and that's the reason you winnin'
But listen, I was thinkin', maybe
Since you my broski and I been there since we was babies
You can hit the bank and break me off with somethin' wavy?
Maybe just a couple hundred-thousand? Nothin' crazy
Cause I been hurtin' lately and I deserve it, maybe
And if you can't do it, that's cool, it ain't like I'll be angry
You still my broski and I love you, but that's kind of shady
Cause I been goin' through some shit, it ain't like I'm just lazy
So maybe you should pay me
I quit my job 'cause I don't wanna work for no other niggas
What maybe works for some, don't work for some other niggas
Yeah, they pay good, but you know I'm a stubborn nigga
Plus, I know you got my back, right?
If not, then fuck it, I ain't askin' again
Just don't forget who walked with you when your back to the wind
And don't forget who's ideas that got you rappin' again
When you lost your passion and got lazy, and was slackin' and shit
And please don't treat me like them niggas that be askin' for shit
Cause I never asked you for a damn thing
I'd rather pull a hamstring and then run across some fan blades while jumpin' out a airplane
While sittin' in the damn rain, while beggin' for some spare change
I'm sorry that we all can't be talented and rich like you
The little people still struggle, we ain't lit like you
And if we bein' honest, it don't really seem like you want me to chase my dreams so I can get like you
And lately, you been on some sucker shit, that's what I see, broski
I hope you know that hater shit is a disease, broski
Cause last time I checked, we was a fuckin' team
And just because you got paper, don't mean that you better than me, broski
I know everything about you
I know every single secret
I know where you rest your head at
I know every bitch you sleep with
I know where you keep your bread at
I pretended I don't see shit
You a greedy motherfucker, you been hopin' I don't be shit
You been gettin' fat while I been starvin'
You been buyin' every car and house while I been in the garbage
I deserve everything you got and more, and that's a bargain
You just wanna shit on me and see me fall, and that's alarmin'
You just hopin' I'ma tarnish
You don't want me to be nothin'
You don't wanna open doors for me
You did a lil' somethin', but you could've did a lil' more for me
No wonder why your father turned his back on you, unfortunately
No wonder why your niggas set them traps on you to sorcery
You ain't nothin' but a phony, you a liar, you a snake
And you can rap but you ain't Kendrick, you ain't Cole, you ain't Drake
Can't believe I called you family, I should shoot you in the face
Used to act like you was real, but always knew that you was fake
You let the fame get to your head and all it did was made you whack
I always knew the day would come when you would stab me in my back
One day, your money gon' be gone and I'll be happy, that's a fact
And then you'll move back to the hood and I'll be laughin' when you back
But you my nigga and I love you
And I wanna see you win, I wouldn't place no one above you
And you always been my friend since we was steppin' in the puddles
Real niggas don't pretend 'cause you're my brother, you my double
You my motherfuckin' twin, and I wanna let you know how I appreciate the things you show me
It's kind of hard to trust niggas, that's why I keep you closely
And look, I know that I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski"
[Outro]
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid—
Can't take care of later—
Only intended for playin' cards—
Ez hêvî dikim 'ez nihêrîn
Ayy, pir dirêj e ku ez bibînim
If heke ez her dem daketim
Ez ê li ser axa zexm bimînim
Fallin 'li ser axa zexm
Ayy, pir dirêj e ku ez bibînim
If heke ez her dem daketim
Ez ê li ser axa zexm bimînim
[Ayet]
, Ro, min bi yek ji brosên xwe re danûstendinek hebû
Homie min, ew ji ber ku em şeş salî bûn nêzî min bûn
Ew gazî Mama min dike, "Mom," wî hemî bilind û lehengên min dît
Ji şerên dibistanê heya cilên Sharin
Ji b-ball heta fuckin 'hoes
Ew li min rûnişt û ez ji min re hin tiştan nas bikim
Tiştên ku wî çu carî derneketiye ku bêjim an jî jî nîşanî min bide
Wî got, "Ez dizanim ez pir caran ji we re nabêjim, dibe ku ne her tiştî
Lê ez ji we û serfiraziya we re pir serbilind im, Broskî
I ez şanaz dikim ku hûn xewnên xwe çawa çêdikin, ew shit wêrek e
Spas ji bo ku tu carî dewlemend û navdar
Spas dikim ji bo ku tu carî li ser min an havin 'ji min hezkiriya min kêmtir e
Kengê ku em têkiliyê winda bikin û li ser rûpelên cihêreng bin
Ez hêvî dikim ku hûn dizanin ez ji bo we riya ku hûn ji bo min li vir im
Dîn e, te ji min re ji hemî dara malbata min bêtir kir
When gava ku ez dibêjim pişta we girt, tenê dizanim ku ez bi rastî diçim
Û hin niggas bi rastî xwînê bikin, ew bi rastî ev e ku ez wateya
Ez bi serbilind im ku hûn çiqas mezin bûn û mezin bûn, lê hûn hîn jî hûn
Dinya ji we re ji bo talenta xwe dizane, lê ez rast nas dikim
All hemî Trauma li pişt deriyên girtî, hûn ê bi rê ve nebin
All hemî êş, hûn mîna ku hûn hîs nakin, lê hûn hîn jî dikin
Ez ji rastiyê hez dikim ku hûn şîfreya xwe bi hev re, hişmendî digirin
Hûn ji bo rêzgirtina xwe zehf dixebitin, ne hewce ne empatî
Gava ku mirov li we temaşe dike û we bi mebesta xwe vekir
We her gav digot, 'Heke ew bi we re nehiştin, ew ê di dawiyê de ne'
Lê bîr bînin dema ku ez di zindanê de derbas bûm?
Dema ku min pêşnumayek kir û we yeka ku hat serdana we?
Pere li ser pirtûkên min xist û wêneyên hin bitches ji min re şand?
Ew ji we re nigga min, hûn tenê cûda dikin
Û bira, hûn ne hewce ne ku hûn fêrbûna neviyê min bidin
An min bi wê karê nû ve girêdin û hewl bidin ku ez karsaziyê ji min re hîn bikim
Her gav zû zû min bigire berî ku hûn nerîna xwe bipeyivin
Ya ku li dora xwe diçe, li dora xwe tê û ew sedema ku hûn Winnin in '
Lê guhdarî bike, ez difikirîm ', dibe ku
Ji ber ku hûn Broskî min û ez ji ber ku em pitikan bûn li wir man
Hûn dikarin li bankê bixin û bi min re bişewitînin 'wavy?
Dibe ku tenê çend sed-hezar? Nothin 'Crazy
Sedem ku ez di demên dawî de birîndar bûm û ez heq dikim, dibe ku
If heke hûn nekarin wê bikin, ew qeşeng e, ew ne wusa ye ku ez ê hêrs bibim
Hûn hîn jî Broskî min in û ez ji te hez dikim, lê ew celeb e
Sedema ku ez diçim 'bi hin shitê ve diçûm, ew ne mîna ku ez tenê lal im
Ji ber vê yekê dibe ku hûn ji min bidin
Ez dev ji karê xwe berdim 'sedem ku ez naxwazim ji bo niggasên din nekim
Mayi dibe ku ji bo hinekan bixebite, ji bo hin nîgarên din nexebitin
Erê, ew baş didin, lê hûn dizanin ez nigga hişk im
Plus, ez dizanim te pişta min girt, rast?
Heke ne, wê hingê wê bişkînin, ez dîsa ne dipirsim '
Tenê ji bîr nekin ku gava ku pişta we bi bayê re bi we re dimeşe
Do n't ji bîr nekin ku ramanên ku ji we re rappin 'dîsa
Gava ku we şiyana xwe winda kir û lal bû, û şil bû û şil bû
Û ji kerema xwe ji min re mîna niggasên ku ji bo shit bipirsin, derman nekin
Sedema ku min tu carî ji we re ji bo tiştek xedar pirs nekir
Ez ê bêtir dixwazim hamstring bikişînim û dûv re jî li seranserê blokên fan bimînim dema ku jumpin
Dema ku Sittin 'di baranê de, dema ku beggin' ji bo hin guhartina sporê
Ez xemgîn im ku em hemî nikarin jêhatî û dewlemend bibin mîna we
Mirovên piçûk hîn jî têkoşîn dikin, em mîna we neşewitin
If heke em bi rastî 'dilsoz bin, ew bi rastî xuya nake ku hûn dixwazin ku ez xewnên xwe bişkînim da ku ez mîna te bibim
Lat di demên dawî de, hûn li ser hin sucker in, ew e ku ez dibînim, Broskî
Ez hêvî dikim ku hûn dizanin ku Hater Shit nexweşiyek e, Broskî ye
Sedem dema ku min kontrol kir, em tîmek Fuckin 'bû
Û tenê ji ber ku we kaxez kir, nayê vê wateyê ku hûn ji min çêtir in, Broskî
Ez her tiştî di derbarê we de dizanim
Ez her dizî tenê dizanim
Ez dizanim ku hûn li ku derê serê xwe li ku derê maye
Ez dizanim her bitch hûn bi xew re
Ez dizanim ku hûn nan nan li ku dihêlin
Min pêşandiye ku ez shit nabînim
Tu dayikek xerîb, tu hêvî dikî 'ez ne shit
Dema ku ez starvin bûm, hûn rûnizin '
Hûn dema ku ez li garisê bûm, hûn her gerîdok û xaniyek buyin
Ez her tiştê ku we girt û bêtir heq dikim, û ew bargêr e
Hûn tenê dixwazin li min şerm bikin û min bibînin ku ez dibînim, û ew alarmîn '
Hûn tenê Hişyar in 'Ez Tarnish
Tu naxwazî ku ez ne bibim nothin '
Hûn naxwazin ji bo min derî vekin
We Lil 'Somethin' kir, lê we dikaribû ji min re lil bikira
Ne ecêb e ka çima bavê we pişta xwe da we, mixabin
Naha şaş ma çima nîgarên we li ser we xalîçeyan danîn
Hûn ne nothin 'lê fonksiyonek, tu derewek, tu nan dikî
Û hûn dikarin rap bikin lê hûn ne kendrick in, hûn ne cole ne, hûn ne drake
Ez nikarim bawer bikim ku min gazî malbata we kir, divê ez we di rûyê we de gulebaran bikim
Ji bo ku hûn rast tevbigerin, lê her gav dizanibû ku hûn felq bûn
Hûn dihêlin ku fame li serê xwe bigihîje û her tiştê ku ew kir ji we re hat çêkirin
Min her gav dizanibû ku dê roj bê ku hûn ê li pişta min bixin
Rojek, dravê we Gon 'çû û ez ê kêfxweş bibim, ew rastiyek e
Û hingê hûn ê vegerin ser hood û ez ê gava ku hûn vegerî
Lê hûn nîgarê min in û ez ji te hez dikim
I ez dixwazim ku hûn bi serketinê bibînin, ez ê yekê li jor te nekim
Û hûn her gav hevalê min bûn ji ber ku em gavavêjin nav puddles
Nîgarên rastîn Pêşniyar nakin 'dibe sedem ku hûn birayê min in, tu dubare yî
Hûn twin minduckin 'twin, û ez dixwazim we agahdar bikim ka ez çiqas tiştên ku hûn nîşanî min didin
Ew celebek dijwar e ku ji Niggas bawer bike, ji ber vê yekê ez ji nêz ve te digirim
Dîtin, ez dizanim ku ez pir caran ji we re nabêjim, dibe ku ne jî bi tevahî
Lê ez ji we û serfiraziya we, Broskî re pir serbilind im
[جهر
Ez hêvî dikim 'ez nihêrîn
Ayy, pir dirêj e ku ez bibînim
If heke ez her dem daketim
Ez ê li ser axa zexm bimînim
Fallin 'li ser axa zexm
Ayy, pir dirêj e ku ez bibînim
If heke ez her dem daketim
Ez ê li ser sindoqê bibim
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