I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Sanderlei Silveira - 24/06/2023 - BR X
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
[Verse]
Today, I had a conversation with one of my bros
My homie, he's been close to me since we were six years old
He calls my mama, "Mom," he seen all of my highs and lows
From school fights to sharin' clothes
From B-ball to fuckin' hoes
He sat me down and let me know some things he never told me
Things he never got a chance to say or even show me
He said, "I know I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski
And I admire how you chase your dreams, that shit's courageous
Thank you for never switchin' up when you got rich and famous
Thank you for never givin' up on me or havin' lesser love for me
Whenever we lose touch and be on different pages
I hope you know I'm here for you the way you there for me
It's crazy, you done more for me than all my family tree
And when I say I got your back, just know I really squeeze
And make some niggas really bleed, that's really what I really mean
I'm proud of how much you matured and grew, but you still you
The world knows you for your talent, but I know the real you
And all your trauma's behind closed doors, you'll never heal through
And all the pain, you act like you don't feel, but you still do
I love the fact you keep your shit together, mentally
You work hard for your respect, don't need no empathy
When people look you over and shut you out intentionally
You always said, 'If they don't fuck with you, they will eventually'
But remember when I went through prison?
When I did a bid and you the only one that came to visit?
Put money on my books and sent me pictures of some bitches?
They don't make 'em like you no more, my nigga, you just different
And bro, you ain't have to pay my niece's tuition
Or set me up with that new job and try to teach me the business
Always quick to hold me down before you speak your opinion
What goes around, comes around and that's the reason you winnin'
But listen, I was thinkin', maybe
Since you my broski and I been there since we was babies
You can hit the bank and break me off with somethin' wavy?
Maybe just a couple hundred-thousand? Nothin' crazy
Cause I been hurtin' lately and I deserve it, maybe
And if you can't do it, that's cool, it ain't like I'll be angry
You still my broski and I love you, but that's kind of shady
Cause I been goin' through some shit, it ain't like I'm just lazy
So maybe you should pay me
I quit my job 'cause I don't wanna work for no other niggas
What maybe works for some, don't work for some other niggas
Yeah, they pay good, but you know I'm a stubborn nigga
Plus, I know you got my back, right?
If not, then fuck it, I ain't askin' again
Just don't forget who walked with you when your back to the wind
And don't forget who's ideas that got you rappin' again
When you lost your passion and got lazy, and was slackin' and shit
And please don't treat me like them niggas that be askin' for shit
Cause I never asked you for a damn thing
I'd rather pull a hamstring and then run across some fan blades while jumpin' out a airplane
While sittin' in the damn rain, while beggin' for some spare change
I'm sorry that we all can't be talented and rich like you
The little people still struggle, we ain't lit like you
And if we bein' honest, it don't really seem like you want me to chase my dreams so I can get like you
And lately, you been on some sucker shit, that's what I see, broski
I hope you know that hater shit is a disease, broski
Cause last time I checked, we was a fuckin' team
And just because you got paper, don't mean that you better than me, broski
I know everything about you
I know every single secret
I know where you rest your head at
I know every bitch you sleep with
I know where you keep your bread at
I pretended I don't see shit
You a greedy motherfucker, you been hopin' I don't be shit
You been gettin' fat while I been starvin'
You been buyin' every car and house while I been in the garbage
I deserve everything you got and more, and that's a bargain
You just wanna shit on me and see me fall, and that's alarmin'
You just hopin' I'ma tarnish
You don't want me to be nothin'
You don't wanna open doors for me
You did a lil' somethin', but you could've did a lil' more for me
No wonder why your father turned his back on you, unfortunately
No wonder why your niggas set them traps on you to sorcery
You ain't nothin' but a phony, you a liar, you a snake
And you can rap but you ain't Kendrick, you ain't Cole, you ain't Drake
Can't believe I called you family, I should shoot you in the face
Used to act like you was real, but always knew that you was fake
You let the fame get to your head and all it did was made you whack
I always knew the day would come when you would stab me in my back
One day, your money gon' be gone and I'll be happy, that's a fact
And then you'll move back to the hood and I'll be laughin' when you back
But you my nigga and I love you
And I wanna see you win, I wouldn't place no one above you
And you always been my friend since we was steppin' in the puddles
Real niggas don't pretend 'cause you're my brother, you my double
You my motherfuckin' twin, and I wanna let you know how I appreciate the things you show me
It's kind of hard to trust niggas, that's why I keep you closely
And look, I know that I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski"
[Outro]
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid—
Can't take care of later—
Only intended for playin' cards—
Men umid qilamanki, men pastga qaramayman
Ayy, meni cho'ktirish uchun etarlicha uzoq
Va agar men hech qachon tushsam
Men qattiq erga tushaman
Qattiq zaminda qulash
Ayy, meni cho'ktirish uchun etarlicha uzoq
Va agar men hech qachon tushsam
Men qattiq erga tushaman
[Oyat]
Bugun men broslardan biri bilan suhbatlashdim
Mening homie, u olti yoshda bo'lganimizdan beri menga yaqin edi
U mening onamni "onam" deb ataydi, "Onam", men barcha balandligim va tizzamni ko'rdi
Maktabdagi janglardan Sharinning kiyimlariga
B-to'pdan Fuckin Hoes
U menga o'tirdi va menga hech qachon aytmagan ba'zi narsalarni bilimga ijozat berdim
U hech qachon menga aytadigan yoki hatto menga ko'rsatmagan narsalar
U dedi: "Bilaman, men sizga tez-tez aytmayman, ehtimol umuman ham emas
Ammo men siz va sizning muvaffaqiyatingiz bilan juda faxrlanaman, Broski
Va men sizning orzularingizni qanday ta'qib qilayotganingizni, bu shitning jasoratini qanday ta'qib qilishingizni qolaman
Siz hech qachon boy va taniqli bo'lganingizda yoqilmaganingiz uchun tashakkur
Hech qachon men uchun hech qachon givin yoki meni kamroq muhabbati uchun juda kamroq sevganingiz uchun rahmat
Har doim teginni yo'qotib, turli sahifalarda bo'ling
Umid qilamanki, siz men uchun siz uchun shu erda ekanligimni bilaman
Bu aqldan ozgan, siz men uchun barcha oilam daraxtidan ko'ra ko'proq ishladingiz
Va men sizning orqangizda bo'lganimni aytganda, men shunchaki siqib qo'yaman
Va ba'zi nigz chindan ham qon ketishini ayting, men haqiqatan ham nimani nazarda tutayotganim
Men qancha pishganingiz va o'sganligingiz bilan faxrlanaman, lekin siz hali ham sizsiz
Dunyo sizning iste'dodingiz uchun sizni biladi, lekin men siz haqiqatni bilaman
Va barcha jarohatlaringiz yopiq eshiklar ortida siz hech qachon davolanmaysiz
Va barcha og'riq, siz o'zingizni his qilmasangiz, lekin siz hali ham qilasiz
Men sizning uyatchangingizni aqliy jihatdan saqlaydigan haqiqatni yaxshi ko'raman
Siz hurmatingiz uchun ko'p ishlaysiz, hamdardlik shart emas
Odamlar sizni ko'rib, sizni qasddan yopishganda
Siz doimo aytasiz: "Agar ular siz bilan ov qilmasalar, ular oxir-oqibat"
Ammo qamoqxonani boshdan kechirganimda eslaysizmi?
Men taklif qilganimda va sizga tashrif buyurgan yagona narsa bormi?
Mening kitoblarimga pul soling va menga ba'zi kaltaklarni suratga tushirdingizmi?
Ular sizga o'xshamaydilar, nigga, siz boshqacha farq qilasiz
Va bro, siz jiyanimning o'qishimni to'lashingiz shart emas
Yoki meni yangi ish bilan bog'lang va menga biznesni o'rgatishga harakat qiling
O'z fikringizni gapirishdan oldin meni doim ushlab turing
Atrofda nima bo'ladi, atrofiga keladi va bu sizning Winni '
Ammo tinglang, menimcha, ehtimol
Sen mening broskidan beri men u erda men u erda bo'lganimizdan beri u erda bo'lganman
Siz bankka urishingiz va meni "to'lqinli" to'lqinli bilan olib tashlashingiz mumkinmi?
Ehtimol, bir necha yuz ming? Nothin aqldan ozgan
Sababi, so'nggi paytlarda xafa bo'ldim va men bunga loyiqman, ehtimol
Va agar buni qila olmasangiz, bu juda zo'r, men g'azablanishga o'xshamayman
Siz hali ham mening broski va men seni yaxshi ko'raman, lekin bu juda yaxshi
Chunki men bir oz shit orqali "giyohvand bo'ldim, bu men shunchaki dangasa emasman
Shuning uchun siz menga to'lashingiz kerak
Men o'z ishimni tark etaman, men boshqa niggas uchun ishlay olmayman
Ehtimol, ba'zilar uchun nima qilish kerak, boshqa niggas uchun ishlamang
Ha, ular yaxshilik qilishadi, lekin men qaysar nigga ekanligimni bilasiz
Bundan tashqari, men sizning orqamni oldingizmi, men haqimda
Agar yo'q bo'lsa, uni fuck, men yana o'chma emasman
Shunchaki shamolga qaytib kelganingizda, siz bilan yurganingizni unutmang
Va yana Rappinning qaysi g'oyalarini unutmang
Agar siz ehtirosingizni yo'qotib, dangasa bo'lsa va slaydiyat va shit
Va iltimos, menga o'xshash nigga kabi muomala qilmang
Sababi, men hech qachon sizni la'nati narsadan so'ramaganman
Men ham zarbani tortganim ma'qul, so'ngra bir nechta fan pichog'lari bo'ylab harakatlanayotganda
Sittin "la'nati yomg'irda, ba'zi zaxira o'zgarishlar uchun
Kechirasiz, barchamiz sizga iqtidorli va boy bo'lolmaymiz
Kichkina odamlar hali ham kurashamiz, biz siz kabi yoritilmaganmiz
Va agar biz halol bo'lsak, men siz kabi bo'lishim uchun orzularimni ta'qib qilishimni istasangiz
Va so'nggi paytlarda siz biron bir sülker shitida bo'lgansiz, bu men ko'rgan narsa, broski
Umid qilamanki, siz Hater shit kasalligi kasalligi, broski
Oxirgi marta tekshirib ko'rdim, biz fuckin jamoasi edim
Va qog'ozga ega bo'lganingiz uchun, mendan yaxshiroq degani emas, Broski
Men siz haqingizda hamma narsani bilaman
Men har bir sirni bilaman
Boshingizni qayerdan damlayotganingizni bilaman
Men siz bilan uxlayotganingizni bilaman
Noningizni qaerdan saqlayotganingizni bilaman
Men shitni ko'rmadim
Siz ochko'z onaliksiz, siz xo'naldingiz
Siz Starvin bo'lganimda, siz gettin yog 'edingiz
Siz axlatda bo'lganimda har bir mashina va uyni sotib oldingiz
Men borgan narsangizga loyiqman, va bu savdo bittasi
Siz shunchaki mendan baqirasiz va meni yiqilib tushadi va bu xavotir
Siz shunchaki umid qilaman
Siz notin bo'lishimni xohlamaysiz '
Siz men uchun eshiklarni ochishni xohlamaysiz
Sen men uchun ko'proq lilni qilding, lekin siz men uchun ko'proq lilni qilolmaysiz
Sizning otangiz sizning orqangizdan nima uchun o'girgani ajablanarli emas, afsuski
Nega niggas ularga sehrgarlarga tuzoq qo'yganligi ajablanarli emas
Siz emas, balki foni, siz yolg'onchi, siz ilonsiz
Va siz rap qila olasiz, lekin siz Kendrik emas, siz Koul emassiz, siz yo'l tutmaysiz
Men sizni chaqirganimga ishonmayman, men sizni yuziga otishim kerak
Siz haqiqiy bo'lganingiz kabi harakat qilish uchun ishlatilgan, ammo har doim soxta ekanligingizni bilar edi
Siz shon-sharafni boshingizga tushishga ijozat berdingiz va bularning hammasi siz qildingiz
Men har kuni meni orqamda pichoqlaganingizda kelishini bilardim
Bir kun, sizning pulingiz yo'qoldi va men baxtli bo'laman, bu haqiqat
Va keyin qaytib kelsangiz, qaytib kelsangiz, men qaytib kelaman
Lekin siz mening nigga va men seni sevaman
Va siz g'alaba qozonayotganingizni ko'rishni xohlayman, mendan ustun qo'ymasdim
Va siz har doim mening do'stim bo'lgansiz, chunki biz quduqda o'shalar turar ekanmiz
Haqiqiy niggas o'zini akam, siz mening akam, siz mening juftligingiz deb da'vo qilmaydi
Siz mening onamning egizagi va men sizga ko'rsatadigan narsalarni qanday qadrlayotganimni bilmayman
Niggaga ishonish qiyin, shuning uchun men sizni yanada yaqindan saqlayman
Va qarang, men sizga tez-tez aytmadim, ehtimol hatto umuman ham emas
Ammo men va sizning muvaffaqiyatingiz, Broski bilan juda faxrlanaman
[Ortiqcha]
Men umid qilamanki, men pastga qaramayman
Ayy, meni cho'ktirish uchun etarlicha uzoq
Va agar men hech qachon tushsam
Men qattiq erga tushaman
Qattiq zaminda qulash
Ayy, meni cho'ktirish uchun etarlicha uzoq
Va agar men hech qachon tushsam
Men qattiqqo'lga tushaman
Keyinroq g'amxo'rlik qila olmaydi
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