Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
So I never get a turn
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 28/04/2023 - ES ∞ X
Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
So I never get a turn
[Verse 1]
Hyperaggressive if I'm honest, I can't stand to be alone
My friends are so progressive, they called me "Faggot" a year ago
And I couldn't cut them off, because then I'd be on my own
Being obsessive sounds depressing, but it's just the way it goes
Just the way it goes
[Chorus]
And will that ever fucking change?
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Never gonna change
[Verse 2]
My friends on Fentanyl, I hope they're finding their peace
On life support for a week, I heard they died in their sleep
There's so much truth in the fiction, don't know what to believe
There's so much money in addiction that I'm dying to need
Something more (Somethin' more, somethin'—)
I'm just dying to be something more, something more
[Chorus]
And will that ever fucking change?
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I—, as if I')
[Bridge]
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever get it right
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever find the words
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever be enough
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever fucking change
[Chorus]
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change (I'm gonna stay the same)
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Never gonna change
[Outro: Timothée Chalamet]
Everybody talks to me like I'm the one, you know, I should change
Why should I change? I've never even gotten to find out who I am and you want me to change, it's crazy
You tell me I'm bad before I even get to be anything
What the hell is that? Original sin or something?
It's you that wants the end before you can start
But when I say I want the same thing, I'm nuts, right?
I'm not going to cry
I'm going to find my place in this world, count on it
Zakaj vas moram poslušati, ko nimaš nič za povedati?
Ker sem mlad? Vse življenje sem bil mlad
Torej nikoli ne dobim navijanja
[Verz 1]
Hiperaggresivno, če sem iskren, ne morem biti sam
Moji prijatelji so tako napredni, pred letom so me poklicali "peder"
In jih nisem mogel odrezati, ker bi bil potem sam
Obsesivni zvoki depresivni, vendar je to tako, kot gre
Samo tako, kot gre
[Refren]
In se bo to kdaj spremenilo?
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se nikoli ne bom spremenil
[Verz 2]
Moji prijatelji na fentanil, upam, da bodo našli svoj mir
Na življenjsko podporo teden dni sem slišal, da so umrli v spanju
V fikciji je toliko resnice, ne vem, v kaj verjeti
Toliko denarja je v odvisnosti, ki ga umiram, da potrebujem
Nekaj več (nekaj več, nekaj
Samo umiram, da bi bil nekaj več, nekaj več
[Refren]
In se bo to kdaj spremenilo?
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
Kot da sem - kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da bi - kot da sem ')
[Most]
(Kot da bi, kot da sem), sprašujem se, ali bom kdaj dobil pravilno
(Kot da, kot da sem), se sprašujem, ali bom kdaj našel besede
(Kot da, kot da sem), se sprašujem, ali bom kdaj dovolj
(Kot da, kot da sem), se sprašujem, ali se bom kdaj prekleto spremenil
[Refren]
Kot da sem, kot da se bom kdaj spremenil (ostal bom isti)
Kot da sem, kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
Kot da sem, kot da se bom kdaj spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se bom spremenil
(Kot da sem - kot da sem -) se nikoli ne bom spremenil
[OUTRO: Timothée Chalamet]
Vsi se pogovarjajo z mano, kot da sem tisti, veš, moral bi se spremeniti
Zakaj bi se spremenil? Še nikoli nisem ugotovil, kdo sem in hočeš, da se spremenim, noro je
Praviš mi, da sem slaba, preden sploh kaj
Kaj za vraga je to? Izvirni greh ali kaj podobnega?
Ti si ti, ki si želiš, preden lahko začneš
Ko pa rečem, da želim isto, sem nor, kajne?
Ne bom jokal
Našel bom svoje mesto na tem svetu, računal na to