Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
So I never get a turn
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 28/04/2023 - ES ∞ X
Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
So I never get a turn
[Verse 1]
Hyperaggressive if I'm honest, I can't stand to be alone
My friends are so progressive, they called me "Faggot" a year ago
And I couldn't cut them off, because then I'd be on my own
Being obsessive sounds depressing, but it's just the way it goes
Just the way it goes
[Chorus]
And will that ever fucking change?
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Never gonna change
[Verse 2]
My friends on Fentanyl, I hope they're finding their peace
On life support for a week, I heard they died in their sleep
There's so much truth in the fiction, don't know what to believe
There's so much money in addiction that I'm dying to need
Something more (Somethin' more, somethin'—)
I'm just dying to be something more, something more
[Chorus]
And will that ever fucking change?
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I—, as if I')
[Bridge]
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever get it right
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever find the words
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever be enough
(As if I, as if I) I wonder if I'll ever fucking change
[Chorus]
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change (I'm gonna stay the same)
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
(As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Never gonna change
[Outro: Timothée Chalamet]
Everybody talks to me like I'm the one, you know, I should change
Why should I change? I've never even gotten to find out who I am and you want me to change, it's crazy
You tell me I'm bad before I even get to be anything
What the hell is that? Original sin or something?
It's you that wants the end before you can start
But when I say I want the same thing, I'm nuts, right?
I'm not going to cry
I'm going to find my place in this world, count on it
Nega siz aytmoqchi bo'lganingizda sizni tinglashim kerak?
Chunki men yoshmanmi? Butun umrim men yosh edim
Shunday qilib, men hech qachon burilish olmadim
[1-oyat]
Hyperaggressiv Agar men halol bo'lsam, yolg'iz qolishga qodir emasman
Do'stlarim juda progressivdir, ular menga bir yil oldin "Fagot" ni chaqirdilar
Va men ularni kesib tashlay olmadim, chunki men o'zimnikida bo'lardim
Qorong'u tushkunlik tushkunlikka tushish, lekin bu shunchaki yo'l
Shunchaki boradigan narsa
[Xor]
Va bu har doim o'zgaradimi?
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo men, go'yo men) hech qachon o'zgarmaydi
[2-oyat]
Fentanyldagi do'stlarim, umid qilamanki, ular o'zlarining tinchligini topmoqdalar
Hayotni bir hafta davomida qo'llab-quvvatlash haqida, ular uxlashda o'lganlarini eshitdim
Badiiy adabiyotda shunchalik ko'p ishonish kerakligini bilmayman
Men muhtojman deb qarama-qarshi bo'lish uchun juda ko'p pul bor
Yana bir narsa (ko'p narsa, yana ko'p narsa)
Men shunchaki ko'proq narsa bo'lish uchun o'layapman, yana bir narsa
[Xor]
Va bu har doim o'zgaradimi?
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
Go'yo men - go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo i gra 'kabi)
[Ko'prik]
(Go'yo men, go'yo men), agar men uni to'g'ri qabul qilamanmi, deb o'ylayman
(Go'yo men, go'yo men) men hech qachon so'zlarni topaman
(Go'yo men, go'yo men), men hech qachon etarlicha bo'lolmayman
(Go'yo men, go'yo men), agar men hech qachon o'zgarsam, deb o'ylayman
[Xor]
Go'yo men, go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman (men ham bir xil bo'laman)
Go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
Go'yo men hech qachon o'zgaraman
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo men kabi), xuddi shunday o'zgaradi
(Go'yo men, go'yo men) hech qachon o'zgarmaydi
[Ortiqcha: Timotee Chalamet]
Hamma men bilan men singari suhbatlashing, bilasizmi, men o'zgartirishim kerak
Nega men o'zgartirishim kerak? Men hech qachon kimligimni topa olmaganman va siz o'zgarishni istaysiz, bu aqldan ozgan
Siz menga hech narsa bo'lishimdan oldin yomonligimni aytasiz
Bu nima do'zax? Asl gunohmi yoki biror narsami?
Siz boshlashdan oldin oxirini istaysiz
Ammo men bir xil narsani xohlayman desam, men yong'oqman, to'g'rimi?
Men yig'lamoqchi emasman
Men bu dunyoda mening o'rnimni topaman, bunga ishonaman