I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 14/06/2023 - US C
I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait
Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need
Oh please, can you just listen up
Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?
I mean fuck, this just isn't fun
I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh
I ain't ever fallin' for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter
I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just wanna go to sleep without you
Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah
You should get drunk, you should just jump
You should just thump and explode on the streets
Dammit, man, you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip
Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s four, does that make you tick?
Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss
Every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit
So you wait a bit and you wait a bit
Gain weight a bit, what a way to live
Okay, you prick, I get the picture
No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs
And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped
I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is
You choose to run from your problems
Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt
Take it back
No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is tapped
You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like
To be so messed up that you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that you might
Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive
Cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived
Why? Why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean
Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment, Jordan, we're through
No more talkin', the door has been shut
I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye
Stvarno bih volio da me ostaviš na miru
Samo želim biti na sekundu
Ali uvijek moraš puzati u mojoj kupoli
Uvijek moram govoriti u mojoj zoni, tako da znate što smatram
Pretpostavljam da ste jednako usamljeni kao i ja
Pretpostavljam da ste samo usamljeni kao ja
Pretpostavljam da me želiš vidjeti kako se slomim, pa me nahraniš mamac
Jer znate što mi treba, da, znam što trebate
Oh molim te, možeš li samo slušati
Samo ga zatvorite i ne prekidaš jednom?
Mislim, jebote, ovo jednostavno nije zabavno
Zaglavio sam u ovoj kosi, ali završio sam s Ya, jebi se pičku
Jebeš i tebe, jebi se, umukni
Izrezati, samo to, jedan, dva, nuh-uh
Nikad više ne padam za to
Ne želim da me majka pogleda kao da nemam ništa, već na orah
Samo želim imati trenutak mira
Samo želim ići spavati bez tebe
Uvijek me zovu usamljenik, kažem da ne mogu ostati trijezan
I trebao bih napraviti konop s plahtama
Samo se želim usredotočiti na ritmove
Usredotočite se na donošenje izdanja, NAH
Trebali biste se napisati, trebali biste samo skočiti
Trebali biste samo udarati i eksplodirati na ulicama
Dovraga, čovječe, razboliš me
Oduvijek si bio lud ubod
Sjećam se dana u kojima smo se igrali kao djeca, a vi biste rekli
Trebao bih otići do susjeda i postaviti plamen na njega
Popijte gutljaj, popijte gutljaj
Popijte gutljaj, sranje, to je tri za vaš OCD
Poput one pjesme koju ste učinili, hej, otpijte gutljaj
To je četiri, čini li vas to da označite?
Kladim se da žudite za petom kao što žudite
Svaki dan je isti kao što potjerate svoje popravljanje
Rob si okusa lažnog bijega
I previše lijen da se malo promijeniš, bojiš se prestati
Pa pričekate malo i pričekate malo
Malo se na težini, kakav način za život
Ok, ti ubodiš, dobivam sliku
Nema potrebe objašnjavati sranje, sramite se toga
Možda jesam
Ali tko ste vi da sudite?
Ti si ti rekao da mi radim droge
I glupi se napije, samo sam mislio da možeš upotrijebiti zabavu
Bili ste uzrujani, bačeni ste
Nisam rekao da ga jednom zlostavljam, istina je
Odlučite trčati od svojih problema
Nemojte me kriviti za činjenicu da ste glupa pička
Povuci to
Nema šanse, prijatelju, vratite se, nije jasno kao to
Ja sam ta koja ostaje netaknuta
A istovremeno i sranje koje ste me napravili
Nemoj reći da sam lijeni štakor
Kad je najveća činjenica da sam zarobljen u načinu na koji djelujete
Samo si ljut što vam je mozak tap
Ti si isti kao i tvoj ludi tata, ti si manijak
Jebi se, ne znaš kako je to
Da budete toliko zabrljani da se nadate da ćete umrijeti
Kad ste preko svog života i znate da biste mogli
Stavite nož u grlo dok plačete, ali ja sam odlučio preživjeti
Jer mislim da bih se mogao usredotočiti i pokušati više
Ne želim umrijeti od emocija koje skrivam
Ne bi te mogao brinuti da sam se slomio unutra
Samo pokucaš i izazivaš do trenutka kad nije stigao
Zašto? Zašto mi to moraš učiniti?
Odabirete biti tako nasilni i zlobni
Odbijanje da odem dok mi mozak ne odvede
U osnovi ste plasirali nosu na gredi
Svi to žele prema vama
Nema više mučenja, Jordan, prošli smo
Nema više razgovora, vrata su bila zatvorena
Neznam se, baš kao što ste me naučili
Doviđenja