I'm rememberin' I promised to forget you now
But it's rainin' and I'm callin' drunk
And my medicine is drowning your perspective out
So I ain't taking any fault
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 10/06/2023 - US (xnxx) X2
I'm rememberin' I promised to forget you now
But it's rainin' and I'm callin' drunk
And my medicine is drowning your perspective out
So I ain't taking any fault
Am I honest still? Am I half the man I used to be?
I doubt it, forget about it, whatever
It's all the same anyways
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'll die for you
[Verse 2]
I'm untethering from the parts of me you'd recognize
From charming to alarming in seconds
I'll be bedridden, I'll let the pain metastasize
But, that's morning, I'll forget it
And the dial tone is all I have
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you
Well, I'd die for you
[Bridge]
Thank you, sir, just let me call
I'll give you my blood alcohol
I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell
I'll change my faith, I'll praise the flag
Just wait, I swear she'll call me back
Oh, son, are you a danger to yourself?
Well, fuck that sir, just let me call
I'll give you my blood alcohol
I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell
I'll change my faith, I'll kiss the badge
Just wait, I swear she'll call me back
Son, why do you do this to yourself?
And I said
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know (I no longer know)
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you
Nakumbuka 'niliahidi kukusahau sasa
Lakini ni Rainin 'na mimi ni mlevi'
Na dawa yangu inazama mtazamo wako nje
Kwa hivyo sichukui kosa lolote
Je! Mimi ni mwaminifu bado? Je! Mimi ni nusu ya mtu ambaye nilikuwa zamani?
Nina shaka, usahau juu yake, chochote
Yote ni sawa
[Chorus]
Sijivunia viboko vyote ambavyo nimetupa
Kwa jina la mtu ambaye sijui tena
Kwa aibu ya kuwa mchanga, mlevi, na peke yake
Taa za trafiki na redio ya transmitter
Sipendi hiyo, wakati walinitupa kwenye gari
Nilitoa jina lako kama simu yangu ya dharura
Asali, ililia na ikalia, hata askari walidhani umekosea kwa kunyongwa
Mimi hupiga ulevi, nitakufa mlevi, nitakufa kwa ajili yako
[Mstari wa 2]
Sijui kutoka kwa sehemu zangu ambazo utatambua
Kutoka kwa haiba hadi ya kutisha katika sekunde
Nitakuwa kitanda, nitaruhusu metastasize ya maumivu
Lakini, hiyo ni asubuhi, nitaisahau
Na sauti ya piga ndiyo yote ninayo
[Chorus]
Sijivunia viboko vyote ambavyo nimetupa
Kwa jina la mtu ambaye sijui tena
Kwa aibu ya kuwa mchanga, mlevi, na peke yake
Taa za trafiki na redio ya transmitter
Sipendi hiyo, wakati walinitupa kwenye gari
Nilitoa jina lako kama simu yangu ya dharura
Asali, ililia na ikalia, hata askari walidhani umekosea kwa kunyongwa
Mimi hupiga mlevi, nitakufa mlevi, ningekufa kwa ajili yako
Kweli, ningekufa kwa ajili yako
[Daraja]
Asante, bwana, wacha tu nipigie simu
Nitakupa pombe yangu ya damu
Nitaoza na kuchoma yote kwenye seli
Nitabadilisha imani yangu, nitasifu bendera
Subiri tu, naapa ataniita tena
Ah, mwana, wewe ni hatari kwako?
Kweli, fuck huyo bwana, wacha tu nipigie simu
Nitakupa pombe yangu ya damu
Nitaoza na kuchoma yote kwenye seli
Nitabadilisha imani yangu, nitabusu beji
Subiri tu, naapa ataniita tena
Mwanangu, kwa nini unafanya hivyo mwenyewe?
Na nikasema
[Chorus]
Sijivunia viboko vyote ambavyo nimetupa
Kwa jina la mtu ambaye sijui tena (sijui tena)
Kwa aibu ya kuwa mchanga, mlevi, na peke yake
Taa za trafiki na redio ya transmitter
Sipendi hiyo, wakati walinitupa kwenye gari
Nilitoa jina lako kama simu yangu ya dharura
Asali, ililia na ikalia, hata askari walidhani umekosea kwa kunyongwa
Mimi hupiga mlevi, nitakufa mlevi, ningekufa kwa ajili yako