I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 10/06/2023 - US (xV) X
I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
Mm, thought I was raised better, tried to fake better
Tried to blame weather and escape better
Hope the skin heals where the pain enters
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, but I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't so bad
Mm-mhm
[Chorus]
I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
And forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
[Verse 2]
And now the pain's different
It still exists, it just escapes different
And evades vision, makes the rain different
Makes the news boring, and my rage distant
Yes, I'm young and living dreams
In love with being noticed
And afraid of being seen
But I can finally eat
And I can fall asleep
It's fine, fine, fine
[Pre-Chorus]
I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't that bad
[Chorus]
Well, I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I, who am I to complain?
[Post-Chorus]
To complain
Oh, oh-oh, oh
To complain
[Outro]
I saw the end, it looked just like the middle
I got a paper and pen, but I can't feel the pain
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
Mislil sem, da imam nekaj
In to je isto kot imeti nekaj
Ne jezim se na nič, za nekaj krivim očeta
Ne vlečem udarcev, potem se mesece počutim slabo
Mm, mislil sem, da sem postal boljši, poskušal bolje ponarediti
Poskušal kriviti vreme in bolje pobegniti
Upam, da koža ozdravi tam, kjer bolečina vstopi
[Pred-chorus]
Oh, ampak končno sem se zašil
Nastavil sem čas, potem sem se prikazal
In zdaj teža sveta ni tako slaba
Mm-mhm
[Refren]
Videl sem konec, izgleda tako kot sredino
Dobil sem papir in pisalo ter stran brez prostora
Luknjo sem napolnil v glavi z zdravili na recept
In pozabil, kako jokati
Kdo sem, da se pritožim?
[Verz 2]
In zdaj je bolečina drugačna
Še vedno obstaja, samo pobegne drugače
In se izogne viziji, dež se razlikuje
Naredi novice dolgočasne in moj bes oddaljen
Ja, mladi in živijo sanje
Zaljubljen v opažanje
In se bojijo videti
Ampak končno lahko jem
In lahko zaspim
V redu je, v redu, v redu
[Pred-chorus]
Končno sem se zašil
Nastavil sem čas, potem sem se prikazal
In zdaj teža sveta ni tako slaba
[Refren]
No, videl sem konec, videti je tako kot sredino
Dobil sem papir in pisalo ter stran brez prostora
Luknjo sem napolnil v glavi z zdravili na recept
Potem sem pozabil, kako jokati, kdo sem, kdo sem, da se pritožim?
[Post-Chorus]
Pritoževati se
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Pritoževati se
[OUTRO]
Videl sem konec, videti je bilo tako kot sredino
Imam papir in pisalo, vendar ne čutim bolečine
Luknjo sem napolnil v glavi z zdravili na recept
Potem sem pozabil, kako jokati
Kdo sem, da se pritožim?