I'm rememberin' I promised to forget you now
But it's rainin' and I'm callin' drunk
And my medicine is drowning your perspective out
So I ain't taking any fault
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 09/06/2023 - US X
I'm rememberin' I promised to forget you now
But it's rainin' and I'm callin' drunk
And my medicine is drowning your perspective out
So I ain't taking any fault
Am I honest still? Am I half the man I used to be?
I doubt it, forget about it, whatever
It's all the same anyways
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'll die for you
[Verse 2]
I'm untethering from the parts of me you'd recognize
From charming to alarming in seconds
I'll be bedridden, I'll let the pain metastasize
But, that's morning, I'll forget it
And the dial tone is all I have
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you
Well, I'd die for you
[Bridge]
Thank you, sir, just let me call
I'll give you my blood alcohol
I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell
I'll change my faith, I'll praise the flag
Just wait, I swear she'll call me back
Oh, son, are you a danger to yourself?
Well, fuck that sir, just let me call
I'll give you my blood alcohol
I'll rot with all the burnouts in the cell
I'll change my faith, I'll kiss the badge
Just wait, I swear she'll call me back
Son, why do you do this to yourself?
And I said
[Chorus]
I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know (I no longer know)
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that, when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'd die for you
Spomnim se, da sem te zdaj obljubil, da te bom pozabil
Ampak dežuje in kličem pijan
In moje zdravilo se utopi vaše perspektive
Torej ne bom jemal nobene krivde
Sem še vedno iskren? Sem polovica moškega, ki sem bila včasih?
Dvomim, pozabi na to, karkoli že
Vseeno je vseeno
[Refren]
Nisem ponosen na vse udarce, ki sem jih vrgel
V imenu nekoga, ki ga ne poznam več
Zaradi sramote biti mladi, pijani in sami
Semaforji in oddajni radio
To mi ni všeč, ko so me vrgli v avto
Kot klic v sili sem poklical vaše ime
Draga, zazvonil in zazvonil, tudi policaji so mislili, da se motite, ker ste se odložili
Kličem pijan, umrl bom pijan, umrl bom zate
[Verz 2]
Odključujem se iz delov, ki bi jih prepoznali
Od očarljivega do alarmantnega v nekaj sekundah
Bom posteljen, pustil bom bolečino metastaziranje
Ampak, to je jutro, pozabil bom
In ton klicanja je vse, kar imam
[Refren]
Nisem ponosen na vse udarce, ki sem jih vrgel
V imenu nekoga, ki ga ne poznam več
Zaradi sramote biti mladi, pijani in sami
Semaforji in oddajni radio
To mi ni všeč, ko so me vrgli v avto
Kot klic v sili sem poklical vaše ime
Draga, zazvonil in zazvonil, tudi policaji so mislili, da se motite, ker ste se odložili
Kličem pijan, umrl bom pijan, umrl bi zate
No, umrl bi zate
[Most]
Hvala, gospod, samo naj pokličem
Dal ti bom alkohol v krvi
Gnil bom z vsemi izgorelosti v celici
Spremenil bom svojo vero, hvalil bom zastavo
Samo počakaj, prisežem, da me bo poklicala nazaj
Oh, sin, si nevarnost zase?
No, jebi se gospod, samo naj pokličem
Dal ti bom alkohol v krvi
Gnil bom z vsemi izgorelosti v celici
Spremenil bom svojo vero, poljubil bom značko
Samo počakaj, prisežem, da me bo poklicala nazaj
Sin, zakaj to počneš sam?
In sem rekel
[Refren]
Nisem ponosen na vse udarce, ki sem jih vrgel
V imenu nekoga, ki ga ne poznam več (ne vem več)
Zaradi sramote biti mladi, pijani in sami
Semaforji in oddajni radio
To mi ni všeč, ko so me vrgli v avto
Kot klic v sili sem poklical vaše ime
Draga, zazvonil in zazvonil, tudi policaji so mislili, da se motite, ker ste se odložili
Kličem pijan, umrl bom pijan, umrl bi zate