Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be? (Uh-huh)
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 1]
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 28/04/2023 - ES ∞ X
Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be? (Uh-huh)
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 1]
Walkin' past the homeless in a Rolex
Just got off the stage on the TODAY Show and I basically felt soulless
Years go by and I keep saying I'm gon' use my phone less
But I should just be phone-less
Ignorance is bliss and so is bein' underground
Cause it was fun when we were known less
Sorry, that's cliche, I know I'm so blessed
But Jason keeps on tellin' me, "Say yes"
And truth be told, I know he knows best
But I don't wanna do no press
I've seen enough of me on this lil' screen
I've become so vain and insecure 'bout everything
I feel all this pressure to live up to what they tell me I'm gon' be
So I isolate myself, you can't help me, it's on me
I'm hidin' any sign of weakness from my guys
I don't want 'em second-guessin' with me
Nemo said to keep my foot on necks 'cause I can't let 'em just forget me
But the brags in my raps are getting less and less convincing
So I'd rather just (Wonder)
[Chorus]
Oh, why this ever had to be?
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 2]
I wrote that first verse in Denver back in September
It's January now and I'm feelin' like myself again
I got Angel back in here, I need his help again
I'm takin' time away but wonderin' what a healthy helping is
Fuck it, they gon' check for me, I tell myself and tell my friends
Avoidin' any talks about the elephant
Chalkin' up the hate to jealousy and just embellishments
But deep down, I find myself wonderin'
If the people that write about are right about me
And I wonder if my exes are oversharin' 'cause they know a lot about me
I'm a long way from Shelby County
I been through some local tension, heard talks of a healthy bounty
Sober and focused, I cannot walk down no deli alleys
I still got the fellas 'round me, I love 'em and tell 'em proudly
My mama needs help adjusting, my father need help accounting
I'm lookin' out heaven's window, I know that there's hell around me and—
[Chorus]
Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be?
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
奇怪，哦，为什么必须这样？ （嗯）
在那些梦中失去希望，以至于他们 -
[第1节]
走过劳力士中的无家可归者
刚在今日秀上登上舞台，我基本上感到无情
多年过去了，我一直说我的手机少用手机
但是我应该无电话
无知是幸福的，地下也是如此
因为当我们知道少的时候很有趣
抱歉，这是陈词滥调，我知道我很幸运
但是杰森一直告诉我，“说是”
说实话，我知道他最了解
但是我不想不这样做
我在这个小屏幕上见过我足够的
我变得如此徒劳和不安全的一切
我感到所有这些压力要辜负他们告诉我的我是gon'
所以我孤立了自己，你无能为力，它在我身上
我为我的伙计们留下了任何弱点的迹象
我不想和我在一起
Nemo说要让我的脚踩在脖子上，因为我不能让他们忘记我
但是我的说唱中的吹牛越来越令人信服
所以我宁愿只是（惊奇）
[合唱]
哦，为什么必须这样？
在那些梦中失去希望，以至于他们 -
[第2节]
我写了九月在丹佛的第一节经文
现在是一月，我再次感觉到自己
我把天使回到这里，我再次需要他的帮助
我要去时光，但想知道“一个健康的帮助是什么
他妈的，他们为我检查，我告诉自己，告诉我的朋友
避免在关于大象的任何谈论中
使仇恨嫉妒和点缀
但是内心深处，我发现自己想知道
如果写的人对我来说是对的
我想知道我的exes是否过分沙头林人，因为他们对我很了解
我距谢尔比县很长的路要走
我经历了一些当地的紧张局势，听到了关于健康赏金的谈话
清醒而专注，我不能走下没有熟食店的小巷
我仍然让小伙子们围着我，我爱他们，并自豪地告诉'em
我的妈妈需要帮助调整，父亲需要帮助会计
我看着天堂的窗户，我知道周围有地狱， -
[合唱]
奇怪，哦，为什么必须这样？
在那些梦中失去希望，以至于他们 -