Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be? (Uh-huh)
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 1]
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 28/04/2023 - ES ∞ X
Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be? (Uh-huh)
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 1]
Walkin' past the homeless in a Rolex
Just got off the stage on the TODAY Show and I basically felt soulless
Years go by and I keep saying I'm gon' use my phone less
But I should just be phone-less
Ignorance is bliss and so is bein' underground
Cause it was fun when we were known less
Sorry, that's cliche, I know I'm so blessed
But Jason keeps on tellin' me, "Say yes"
And truth be told, I know he knows best
But I don't wanna do no press
I've seen enough of me on this lil' screen
I've become so vain and insecure 'bout everything
I feel all this pressure to live up to what they tell me I'm gon' be
So I isolate myself, you can't help me, it's on me
I'm hidin' any sign of weakness from my guys
I don't want 'em second-guessin' with me
Nemo said to keep my foot on necks 'cause I can't let 'em just forget me
But the brags in my raps are getting less and less convincing
So I'd rather just (Wonder)
[Chorus]
Oh, why this ever had to be?
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
[Verse 2]
I wrote that first verse in Denver back in September
It's January now and I'm feelin' like myself again
I got Angel back in here, I need his help again
I'm takin' time away but wonderin' what a healthy helping is
Fuck it, they gon' check for me, I tell myself and tell my friends
Avoidin' any talks about the elephant
Chalkin' up the hate to jealousy and just embellishments
But deep down, I find myself wonderin'
If the people that write about are right about me
And I wonder if my exes are oversharin' 'cause they know a lot about me
I'm a long way from Shelby County
I been through some local tension, heard talks of a healthy bounty
Sober and focused, I cannot walk down no deli alleys
I still got the fellas 'round me, I love 'em and tell 'em proudly
My mama needs help adjusting, my father need help accounting
I'm lookin' out heaven's window, I know that there's hell around me and—
[Chorus]
Wonder, oh, why this ever had to be?
So many losing hope in those dreams that they—
Meraqdar, Oh, çima ev ê her dem bû? (Uh-Huh)
Ji ber vê yekê gelek hêvî di wan xewnan de ku ew-
[Ayet 1]
Walkin 'berê xwe da xanûman li rolek
Tenê li ser qonaxa li ser şanoyê derket û ez bi rastî hestek bêhêz bûm
Sal derbas dibin û ez dihêlin ku ez gon 'têlefona xwe kêmtir bikar tînim
Lê divê ez tenê têlefon bikim
Nezanîn Bliss e û wusa jî bein 'Underground
Gava ku em kêmtir nas dikirin ev kêf bû
Bibore, ew klîk e, ez dizanim ez pir bextewar im
Lê Jason li My Tellin 'min digire, "Bibêje Erê"
Û rastî tê gotin, ez dizanim ew çêtirîn dizane
Lê ez naxwazim çapemeniyê bikim
Min li ser vê ekrana Lil 'min têr dît
Ez ji her tiştî re ewqas vîn û ewle bûm
Ez hîs dikim ku hemî vê zextê li ser tiştê ku ew ji min re dibêjin ez im
Ji ber vê yekê ez xwe veqetînim, hûn nekarin alîkariya min bikin, ew li min e
Ez ji her tiştê qelsiya qelsiyê ji hevalên xwe re me
Ez naxwazim 'em duyem-texmîna min bi min re
Nemo got ku lingê min li ser stûyê xwe bihêle
Lê bragên di rapsên min de kêmtir û kêm bawer in
Ji ber vê yekê ez dixwazim tenê (ecêb)
[Qoro]
Oh, çima ev her dem neçar bû?
Ji ber vê yekê gelek hêvî di wan xewnan de ku ew-
[Ayetek 2]
Min nivîsandiye ku ayeta yekemîn a li Denver di meha lonê de
Ew Januaryile niha ye û ez ji xwe re mîna xwe hîs dikim
Min milyaket li vir vegeriya, ez ji nû ve alîkariya wî hewce dikim
Ez takin 'dema xwe lê dipirsim' çi alîkariyek tendurist e
Ew qenc bikin, ewan 'ji min re kontrol bikin, ez ji xwe re dibêjim û ji hevalên xwe re vebêjim
Ji her gotinên li ser elephant re peyivîn
Chalkin 'nefret ji xezal û tenê embellishishs
Lê kûr kûr, ez xwe ecêb dibînim '
Ger mirovên ku li ser min binivîsin rast in
I ez meraq dikim gelo exsên min oversharin in '' sedema ku ew gelek li ser min dizanin
Ez ji wîlayeta Shelby dûr im
Ez di nav hin tansiyona herêmî de bûm, danûstandinên bertekek tendurist a bihîst
Hişmend û balê dikşîne, ez nikarim bimeşim No Deli Alleys
Ez hîn jî li dora min ketim, ez ji 'em hez dikim û ez bi serbilind im
Mama min hewce dike ku arîkariya arîkar bike, bavê min hewceyê alîkariyê ye
Ez li pencereya Ezmanan mêze dikim, ez dizanim ku li dora min dojeh heye û-
[Qoro]
Meraqdar, Oh, çima ev ê her dem bû?
Ji ber vê yekê gelek hêvî di wan xewnan de ku ew-