I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
[Verse 1]
I get
Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus
Like how do I make this stop
When it feels like my therapist hates me
Please don't let me go crazy
Put me in a field with daisies
Might not work but I'll take a maybe
Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me
So I'm capitulating
Crying likе a fucking baby
[Non-Lyrical Vocals]
[Chorus]
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got mе twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
[Verse 2]
I get
Intrusive thoughts
Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love
Like does it ever really stop?
When there's control I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
But I try to contain it
Oh, It gets so draining
It's like my heart is failing
Every night I'm contemplating
My inner voices saying "tough"
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, try to brush it off
[Chorus]
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
Ponestaje mi serotonina
Kemijska neravnoteža natjerala me da izvrćem stvari
Stabilizirati lijekom
Nema dubine u tim osjećajima
Kopati duboko, ne može se sakriti
Iz kutova uma
Užasavam se onoga što je unutra
[Stih 1]
Shvaćam
Nametljive misli poput odsijecanja ruku
Poput skakanja ispred autobusa
Kao kako da zaustavim ovo
Kad se čini da me moj terapeut mrzi
Molim te, ne dopusti mi da poludim
Stavi me u polje s tratinčicama
Možda neće uspjeti, ali uzet ću možda
Oh, lomio sam svakodnevno
Ali samo me ja mogu spasiti
Dakle, kapituliram
Plač je poput jebene bebe
[Ne-lirski vokal]
[Refren]
Ponestaje mi serotonina
Kemijska neravnoteža dovela je do uvrtanja stvari
Stabilizirati lijekom
Nema dubine u tim osjećajima
Kopati duboko, ne može se sakriti
Iz kutova uma
Užasavam se onoga što je unutra
[Stih 2]
Shvaćam
Nametljive misli
Kao da mi opeče kosu
Kao da povrijedim nekoga koga volim
Kao da li ikada stvarno prestane?
Kad postoji kontrola, gubim je
Nevjerojatno impulzivno
Tako se bojim da ću na kraju učiniti nešto glupo
Ali pokušavam to obuzdati
Oh, postaje tako iscrpljujuće
Kao da mi srce otkazuje
Svake večeri razmišljam
Moji unutarnji glasovi govore "teško"
Pokušavam to očistiti
Da, pokušaj to odbiti
[Refren]
Ponestaje mi serotonina
Kemijska neravnoteža natjerala me da izvrćem stvari
Stabilizirati lijekom
Ali u tim osjećajima nema dubine
Kopati duboko, ne može se sakriti
Iz kutova uma
Užasavam se onoga što je unutra